Tuesday, October 26, 2010

Week #6

This post is super long, 6 pages on my comp. Oh well, a lot has been going on. One thing that would be a huge encouragement to me, I feel kinda weird asking this, but if you are reading my blog would mind posting a comment? It would just do my heart good to know that people are reading. I miss home.
I could use some prayer right now. We have a big paper due Friday, a test on the memorization of Philippians 1 Friday, and various reading and other things happening this week. The Lord just unexpectedly blessed me with a few hours this afternoon so I am very thankful for that. I was supposed to work, but the lady I was working for didn't need me, so it works great for me. Just pray for all of us as busyness sets in and we all start to be pulled emotionally in many directions. It's tough, but not too tough for God. Pray for my singular focus to be on Him and Him alone this year so I can grow into the woman He wants me to be. Thank you all for your prayers and letters and encouragement, it means a lot. I can't wait to come home and see everyone!!!



Sarah Wennersten
October 18-24, 2010
Week in Review 6

Wow. This week was so much fun! I got to work super hard all week and then during the weekend also. Monday we left in the morning for Hartland Christian Camps. I was Kelsey’s co-pilot so I sat up front and was the DJ. It was a really good ride, very curvy and twisty, but overall good. Once we got to the camp we were split up into different rooms and got unpacked. The girls had three rooms with about 10 girls in each. I got to be with girls I hadn’t spent a lot of time with yet so it was fun to get to know them better. After we were unpacked we ate lunch (which was amazing, all their food was great) and then were off to work. I had heard something about us making a fire line but I didn’t know what all that would entail. I was soon to find out that we would be clearing forest 50 ft in from the road (we ended up clearing a quarter million square feet of woods). Most everyone was working the forest detail but some were put in kitchen and cleaning. I was really thankful to be working in the woods clearing because it was such hard work. So we were set up with gloves, ear plugs, and safety glasses and went to work destroying the woods. The boys were up on the hillside with chain saws and clippers clearing anything less than about 6 inches in diameter. Then there were lots of people taking all the clippings off of the hill and transferring them to the other side of the road. At the other side of the road were giant chippers which would then be fed the trees and shrubs which were then spit out into the woods and stream. At first I was working on pulling stuff off the hill with the north crew but then people started to run into bees nests and since I am allergic I couldn’t be climbing around up there. So I worked the chipper the rest of the weekend... which rocked. There was Andrew, Jesse, Julie, Marissa, and me most of the time working together. We would drag trees and lift them into the chipper which would grab the trees and slap them down while sucking it in. Branches were always wiping around so you learned really quickly to keep your arms guarding your face when you were near that. We had a great time. On Tuesday when we were working Andrew ended up dropping a log on my left thigh which pushed me to the ground pretty hard. I was really scared for a second because I thought it had hit my knee. Thankfully the tree fell on more meat than bone so I was ok. But that tree dropping incident was on top of me dropping a tree on my right thigh on Monday. I have a pretty sweet looking cut and bruise on that leg and a great variety of other bruises and cuts. But that was definitely not my best story from the week. Wednesday we were working the chipper like normal but were in a hurry because we had just a little to finish. The road we were clearing was built into a hillside and I was standing with my back to the downward slope helping load the chipper. I was handing the boys stuff to put in the chipper then and would turn away and grab something else, it was a good system. But one time as I was just turning and facing the chipper again something large and heavy smacked me in the face and the next thing I know I am falling backwards down the hill. As I fell and my back hit the ground my feet proceeded over my head and threw me into a series of two or three backflip summersaults down the hill. It was legit. They were full on, not to the side or anything, backflip summersaults. I remember as I was falling thinking, “I haven’t down a summersault since I was a little kid”. It was weird, but funny. When I finally stopped I was on my stomach facing the road. My mind was in a daze and I was mentally checking my body to make sure everything was ok. Well, I am perfectly fine. I was a little dizzy from the branch hitting me and from flipping but besides that and a few scratches on my back I was doing great. It was a pretty scary experience and I got a good adrenaline rush which made my heart beat pretty fast for quite awhile. So some guys helped pull me back up onto the road and then I kept right on working. I am so thankful that God kept me safe. That whole thing could have turned out really bad. But my face doesn’t have a scratch on it (weird right?), my back is ok, and my neck hardly even hurt. God is so good. So that is what our days from after breakfast to before dinner looked like... trees... and more trees... and then a few more trees. It just plain ol’ classic, good, hard, and painful work. I loved it. After dinner we had meetings at 7:00 which included Bob (the head guy) speaking, us doing skits from our Moody class( Tuesday), and book discussion on Wednesday. After our meetings we had free time in which we could go to the gym and play volleyball, basketball, football, soccer, dodgeball, or climb the climbing wall. I did all that except volleyball. It was fun after working hard all day to then go and play hard. I haven’t played ball in a long time so it felt good to handle a basketball again. And one thing that kinda surprised me, and that really surprised the boys I was playing with, was that I was rockin’ the football. It was so much fun. The football was smaller than a real leather one but still good sized and for some reason my inner football player kicked in and I was throwin’ spirals and catching crazy throws. It was amazing, I have no idea where it came from, suddenly I just had tons of energy. So that night especially was really fun because after running around throwing the football a group of us played dodgeball. The balls were small and didn’t hurt much and there were only 4 or 5 on each team so we had a great time. When the game fizzled out we just ran around nailing each other with the balls. I think we did all of that on the last night. The first night I climbed the climbing wall a few times and played some ball. The second night I went down the zip line and played a couple games of bump.  Thursday morning we got to sleep in!!!! Actually, all week we got to sleep in because we didn’t have to be to breakfast until 7:30, it was great! But Thursday we had a late breakfast at 9:30. Being able to sleep in till 8:30 or later is unheard of! So after that gift of sleep was given to us we had to help turn over the camp which for me and two other girls meant cleaning girls public restroom. We got it done fairly quick but there was so much more we wanted to do. That thing needed/ needs to be deep cleaned so bad and it was hard to leave it not sparkling clean. We were the last ones done and we missed some of the instructions for when we got home. On the ride back I didn’t do so great. I felt so sick, car sick. I wasn’t co-pilot so I was sitting in the third row of the van and my sea sickness bands were not working. But, it wasn’t super terrible, just made me dizzy and nauseous. Once we got back to Joshua we cleaned the vans inside and out then  had the rest of the day off to get stuff done.
Friday morning we had 5 am’s. The last couple weeks we haven’t been keeping up on our chores as a class so Monday before we left we were informed that we would have 5 am’s. So all 56 of us met down in the great room at 5 am ready to clean. 5 am’s are basically chores on steroids. Breakfast is not until 7:00 so during 5 am’s you have two hours to do your chore. This means that you get really creative on how to keep yourself occupied and busy for 2 hours. My chore for the day was vacuuming the dining hall, man hall, and men’s stairs. So my roomy and the boys room we were teamed with got to work. We moved all of the chairs and tables in the dining room and vacuumed super well including edging and all the small stuff. Girls can’t go in man hall so the boys did that. I found a dead mouse in the closet, first by smell then by sight. So we Febreezed the whole room trying to get the dead mouse smell out. We dusted all the chairs, light switches, walls, and every other surface we could possible wipe down. We even took q-tips to the chairs to get them super clean. I actually kinda enjoyed the 5 am’s because that is how I clean. I like the little details. So that really wasn’t too bad. Hopefully we won’t have to do them  on Monday. We may get off with only having to do them one day which I think is pretty rare.
--- side note: right now I am sitting on my bed and just discovered a huge knot in my left calf. I am going to go foam roll it which will hurt like crazy.---
--- oh man...ouch... that one is going to take a few days to work out...---

Anyway, the rest of Friday was kind of a weird day. We had class 30 minutes early at 9:30 because a lot of people had to start work at 11:00. One of those people was me because I got to work high adventure this weekend!!! Our weekend at HA started at a run. Friday we had full activities which usually only happens on Saturday, but because it was a mens conference we had two HA sessions and paintball session. At 1:15 Andrew M and I led a HA session. It was an encouraging experience because Jordan put us on the Screamer first. He told us that our position was the super important because depending on how fast we got the men through the Screamer would set the pace for the whole session because the Screamer is where a backup usually happens. But, then he included that he put us there because “we were good” and he knew we could do it. So that put tons of pressure on. Thankfully we had a small group of 5 men so we moved fairly quickly. Apparently we got the first guy off the Screamer in record time according to Jordan. But there was one really awkward moment. I was working the top of the Screamer so I was harnessing the men and dropping them off. The last guy was one big dude. So it’s just me and him on top of the platform and I can’t get the belly strap on his harness hooked. Talk about awkward. Here I am fumbling with the strap because the dude is so big and there is no one else around. Thankfully the guy was really good natured and was trying to “suck it in”. Finally I got the strap connected and dropped him off. When he reached the bottom and Andrew was unharnessing him I heard him say he felt really bad because of the whole harness issue we had. Apparently that kind of thing is not as big a deal for men as it is for women. I got to work the balance beam again and was again surprised at how hard it is for most people. It is a total mental game because we have a board the exact same size to practice on the ground and people do great. But once they get up in the trees some people start flipping out. It was funny to me how many of the men had a hard time with the beam. One guy ended up clinging to my hand the whole way instead of just letting me stabilize him like we usually do. But then there was another guy who made me go practically to the other side of the beam and he pretty much ran across. I thought was cool. But it was another awkward moment when he says “you need to back up”, “no more”, “keep going”, “ you can’t be that close”, I was just thinking that I wouldn’t be able to catch the guy if he fell. But he made it just fine. Friday night I went to listen to the message that the men were getting at their seminar. There is a balcony where staff can sit to listen in. It was really neat to see such a huge group of men praising God in unison. It really touched my heart to see them worship. The message was really good and I got some good evangelistic thoughts from it. Then at 8:30 there was an illusionist. He was actually really good and not too corny. I enjoyed it. Jordan had told all of us working that day about the illusionist and was really excited about it. I thought it was funny until I realized that tons of the men were super excited, then it was hilarious. I never expected grown men to get excited about an illusionist... but apparently they do. The guy had a spiritual message to go along with his performance and ended the night with an underwater escape which was pretty good. Over all it was a good night.
Saturday we started work at 9:00. Jordan started off the day in his usual way with a song, Saturday it was the “zamboni” song. The subject had come up on Friday night when Jordan told us how he had sung this song in his interview to work here. It was a ridiculous song about the big zamboni’s used on ice rinks. It’s really funny and cool how he can just belt out a song without a care of who is around.  So with that as our kick off we went to work. I didn’t lead any sessions on Saturday but I worked with cleaning the paintball guns and hauling (wouldn’t you know it) more trees and brush out of the woods to clear the snowboard hill. I also got to help pull nails and screws out of some lumber and then I moved it up to a lumber pile. So I would set up a couple boards, get under them with my shoulder, and then lift up. After carrying them up a slight hill I would set them propped up on a steep embankment, scramble up the dirt, reach down pull up the boards, and then carry them to the pile. Then I would slide down and do it again. I was a major core workout. So Saturday I got some more good hard work in. Then Saturday night after dinner I sat around talking with some of the guys from HA till dark. I ended up walking the hill in the dark by myself. It was actually pretty scary. I was walking really fast and trying not to think too much about wild animals. But when I was nearing the building I heard snapping in the woods to my right about 50 feet behind me. I was already scared and so I put it off to my imagination until I knew it was real. I started walking so fast. I just pointed my flashlight straight ahead and pushed forward. My lungs started to hurt really bad but I kept moving. I didn’t want to turn around and look because you know as soon as you look behind you something is right there when you turn around. Ugh, it was scary. But I made it to the building and to my dismay I found that the car that had driven by me was the guys I was at dinner with. Eric was with Seth and Jordan and felt really bad for not picking me up. Oh well. We couldn’t walk together because we would be even and there weren’t any more seats. But I must say that my heart did sink a little when I realized that it was people I knew who drove past me. Not that I expect a ride or anything but that walk is a little creepy by yourself in the cold and dark. At the building Andrew Lapp, Josh, and Jordan were working on a song. They actually sounded really good.
Sunday work started again 9:00. We started off the day by all going down the zip line which was really fun. I want to do it a bunch more times. I got to work a table saw and drill a hole through a metal pipe which was cool. Caleb and I worked together on a few projects fixing the teeter-toter (which involved drilling holes in a very heavy metal pipe and drilling more holes in the support beams and then connecting them) and hanging a sign. Then I worked on cleaning the HAG shed. It was so dusty. Saturday I had worked on it a little but today I got down to business. It is quite obvious that bachelors work there because you could have easily measured the thickness of the dust on some stuff. Me and anther gal re-stacked the boxes of paintballs and made a hallway to the back and made it all look good. We cleaned up the desk which won’t last long, but at least it will look good in there for a while. That place needs a woman’s touch badly.
We were planning on trying to go to “Pirates cave” this weekend but it didn’t work out. You have to swim a river to get the cave, which is an underwater cave, so being in a cave like in the rain isn’t really a great idea. So we might go during the summer. Tonight after dinner I walked up with Andrew and Eric and had a good talk. Then I started writing this very long week in review and doing a boat load of laundry. Even after washing my work clothes from Hartland twice they still smell like trees a little bit. I washed my sheets and for the life of me I cannot figure out how to fold the fitted sheet all nice like mom does. I guess there are some things I just won’t be able to do till I’m a mom :). Well, laundry is done, I’m all clean, my half of the room is clean, I have most of Philippians chapter 1 memorized, and it’s a little after 11. Think I will call it a week.
Alright so this week I want to be praying for Uganda. I’m not really sure why I thought of that country but it popped in my head. I am pretty positive it is in Africa or around there so there is lots I can pray for. I think I remember hearing about a war or civil war going on down there recently. I can pray for relief from poverty but most of all for the gospel to reach the people. I can pray for missionaries who try to minister down there and support groups also.



Monday, October 11, 2010

Week #4

Sarah Wennersten
October 4-10, 2010
Week in Review 4
The days are long but the weeks are short... such is my life. It’s actually very interesting how the days can be so long and filled with so much activity that at the end of the day it’s hard to remember what you did. Then at the same time you come to Saturday and feel like Saturday just happened a day ago.
This week I turned 19. I still have the banner in my room that my mom sent my roomy to put up. Even when I am not at home she still found a way to decorate my room like she always did at home.
We started SWEEPING on Tuesday. So for the next few weeks on Tuesdays I will be babysitting and then my SWEEP will change.
My weekend was the best weekend here so far! It all started on Thursday and just got better after that.
Thursday night was soooo much fun!!! My Pause family picked up our little group at 4:15 and we drove down the mountain quite a ways into the canyon. We drove to a campsite and set up a fire and food and we roasted hotdogs on sticks and had a great little dinner. After that we “kids” went down to the river and goofed around for a while before coming back and sitting around roasting marshmallows and eating junk. My Pause parents made me a birthday cake with candles and the whole shebang which was fun. It turned out to be a great evening.
Friday the real fun started. First almost everyone in the whole camp was helping turn over the camp to get ready the Women's Conference that morning. Then I got to work High Adventure!!! I was so stoked and it turned out to be even better than I dreamed. We only worked from 3-5 but we got some good training in on the Screamer and other aspects of the course. Then Jordan, the head guy, said he was going to go bouldering and asked if anyone wanted to come. Of course we all wanted to go so after grabbing a quick bite to eat we all loaded up and drove down the mountain a bit. We got out and picked out climbing shoes and started hiking. We hiked fast and hard trying to beat the daylight. Finally we got to a giant rock garden filled with huge boulders and cliffs. We climbed around out there for a while and then headed back in the dark. On the way back we stopped by some Indians paintings which were really cool. We also stopped for a while and just looked at the stars. Jordan is a super knowledgeable guy and it’s really neat to be around him and learn so much. We got back and I was very tired, but a good tired, a “worked hard” kind of tired. 
Saturday we got to work at 8 after grabbing breakfast on the go and got down to work. First we played an awesome game called "President Assassination" or something like that. Basically you all stand in a wide circle with two people in the middle. Then the people on the outside with a small soft ball called a “coush” try to get by the body guard and hit the president. So you have two people, one trying to block the ball and protect the other person and the other trying not to get hit. Once you hit the president then you are the body guard. It was a great way to start the day. Then we practiced on the Screamer for a few hours and I jumped off 4 or 5 times. It was a ton of fun. We had our first session at 1:15 so we grabbed a quick lunch and then I helped Seth on the bus with sign ups. The ladies were hilarious. So we got to the course with 17 women all ready to do it. I had a blast with those women. The best part was in the tree course. I was working the balance beam and helping the women get across it. So I would walk backwards on the plank and be there to support them and keep them from falling. The hardest part was actually getting them on the plank. Two women in particular really had a hard time. They wouldn’t let go of their ropes. So I was encouraging them and talking them through it. They ended up holding their ropes in the end but not without lots of persuasion from me. The only reason they were able to hold on was because they were holding up the line. Anyway those two women really took a funny liking to me. They talked about how I was so calm and nice and how I had such a sweet smile on my face while at the same time not letting them hold onto anything while being 35 feet off the ground on a small wood plank. Afterwards they came to me and grabbed me and made me take a picture with them which was very funny. One of my goals this year is to discover and grow in my spiritual gift. And I think one of my gifts may be encouraging and speaking the truth to people. I was told a few years ago that someone thought I had the gift of expounding scripture and being able to explain it to people. So maybe interacting with people on a personal level and speaking the truth is my gift. If it is then I hope I can work High Adventure this summer or somewhere else that lets me encourage people when they are in an uncomfortable position. After another group of women at 3 Jordan told us that he was going to be going to sushi and asked if anyone wanted to come. Most of us said yes and around 6 we started down the mountain. Yes, we drove 2 hours just to have sushi. The place we went is called “Roe’s” and is really nice. We had all you can eat sushi for 20$ each. It was amazing. I have never eaten that much sushi in my life. We had a large group because when we got to the restaurant there were already 7 or 8 full time staff there. So the 5 of us Joshua students felt a tiny bit awkward but it wasn’t too bad. We all got to sit at the same long table and had a contest between halves of the table of who could eat the most sushi. We laughed and joked and just had a great night. But around 9:30 we Joshua students started to think about how bad we needed to be going back. By 9:45 we knew there was no way we would make it back my curfew, but our ride was not in a hurry, so we just hoped for the best. Then at 10:00 Roe’s started to turn into a night club. A huge monster of a man came up and was saying he had to check our id’s if we were planning on staying. But we were well on our way out, just waiting for our checks. The guy was actually really nice, so my first encounter with a bouncer was a pleasant one.  Once we finally got our checks and were able to leave we exited the door by which there was a line of people waiting to get in and drove away with full tummies. It was the best sushi I have ever had and have no regrets for eating so much. Finally we were on our way back to Hume with no chance of getting back in time. I am going to talk to staff about it but I hope that was ok because when you are with full time staff and they are your ride it is a little difficult. So we ended up getting back to the Joshua building at 11:48. I was so tired! But it was such a fun night and it was neat to see so many full time staff in a setting outside of work.
Today, Sunday, work started at 8 again and me and Leila grabber breakfast to go again. Once at HA we got started right away. The first thing we did was all climb into Jordan’s car and drive up into Wagon Train. He brought us to an amazing three story fort in the woods. We had a fun time exploring that. Then we did odd jobs until noon. We took down tube run cable, took down the giant net over the skate park, and moved wood chips from the woods and spread them out over the HA area. It was a good few hours of hard work. One low point though was that I got a bunch of fiber glass in my hand which still hurts once in a while. I just didn’t know that the broken shovel I was playing with and twisting around was fiber glass. So I got hundreds of little invisible slivers in my hands. Fun times. Then at 2:00 came what we have all been waiting for... Paul and Sarah’s wedding! It was a very short and sweet ceremony. They had a beautiful wedding and reception. After hanging out at the reception a while I decided to head back to the building. I was starting to feel a little sick again and very worn down. So I made the tough decision to skip church. But I decided that I really need a day of rest, or at least a few hours of rest. So I came up, made some hot cocoa and popcorn, sat on my bed in my PJ’s, and have been relaxing. I really needed this, just some time by myself to rest and work on some homework without a big time crunch. So now I am going to read Mere Christianity a little ( which I am super stoked about) and go to bed early tonight. 
The country I want to be praying for this week is Japan. I found out that my big brother is going to be going there for a year and half to two years after he serves a 15 month tour in Turkey. So I will try to pray for Japan since it will be on mind because of my brother. I figure it’s a good way for me to remember to pray if I have a personal connection to the country. I think Japan is a pretty liberal country so they risk falling into the same trap as America of materialism. I can pray that their culture will be one that will have strong morals but more importantly that they will be open to the gospel and turn from their idolatry.

Week #3

Sarah Wennersten
September 12-19, 2010
Week in Review 3
This week was fun and crazy. Highlights from this week include: Health seminar on MOnday with an awesome guy from     South Africa. It was so cool. Not only did he have the coolest accent ever but he was so full of great information. I love learning about nutrition things especially since I want to be a personal trainer. Since the seminar I have been trying to chew more and not drink with meals and eat a salad first and just eat healthier. It’s hard to remember to chew so many times before swallowing. Tuesday we had a great girls night. It has been so neat to see girls really open up about their lives. I think it is helping our group bond quickly. Wednesday we had book discussion. I do enjoy book discussion for the most part but it seems to get dragged out. Because one person will say something and then 4 people after them will say “like so and so said” and then repeat almost the exact same thing. Talking about what I am reading does help me remember and internalize it but it’s hard sometimes to not get annoyed with people. I kinda wish we  could limit it to 4 people giving comments per chapter and then move on. BUt I won’t complain because it is a great opportunity. Thursday, oh my goodness, Thursday night was so much fun. We were told to dress in a Mulan theme, and since I love to dress up that great. I ended up wearing my Snuggie as my outfit to dinner. But while all the girls were standing in line there were no boys and we were wondering what was going on. Then two boys started walking out and then out of no where all the boys came climbing, jumping, and running in from all directions dressed like nijas. It was actually kinda scary, I screamed which is not a usual happening. We took lots of pics and had a great time.
Friday we had our Moody class with Josh which was really fun and then we had life skills. In life skills we first learned how to get out of a head lock which was sweet, then we learned how to draw. It was a very fun class. Then I worked from 3-8 in Ponderosa dining serving and busing tables. We were serving a women’s conference this weekend. So what do you get when you combine 500 hungry women on vacation, an open buffet, and no guys around? A group of 500 women gorging themselves on food, pop, and dessert. I was impressed a few times by the amount of food those women could put away. Saturday I worked from 6am-8pm which was ok except for the fact that I woke up sick that morning. So that was not too fun. Sunday worked from 6am-3pm and then Emily, Kaylee, and I went down the mountain. I was/am still sick so the drive down with altitude change hurt my head like crazy. I can’t remember a time my ears hurt so bad. Down in Fresno we stopped by Target, ate Sushi, and then hit Walmart to get some yarn and crochet hooks. We had some good girl time and I really enjoyed getting to talk to my family, two best friends, and my best friend’s families.